Personalities Of A Filipino

I've always been a loser.

many years I have lived in the shadows!

Constantly to fight with the deadlines, job insecurity, the anonymity, the disclaimers.

too often closed within these walls, as if I were a prisoner.

I tried to win happiness.

A simple combination. It seemed easy.

beginning I did it once a month, then once a week, to try every day.

I had a dream.

dreamed of winning.

luck finally turned. Look at me. I must be ready to accept them.

Everything will change, I know, I feel it. I think I deserve it. Life owes me.

Will I have everything I ever wanted.

He notices me, finally! I'll be happy.

She keeps telling me that I'll lose by taking this road. Gonna lose.

"Need help! - Continues to stress -.

But I'm not interested in the advice of others.

I know what is best for me. I can not stop.

When it comes time to turn back I'll understand.

Ma il tempo, ad un certo punto, non ha più senso, niente conta più.

Solo le bugie, i sotterfugi per continuare.

La notte non passa mai! Ed il giorno… il giorno lo dedico a lui.

Devo ricominciare. Rifarmi di tutto ciò che è andato in fumo.

Ho avuto un incubo.

Sognavo di perdere.

Sto perdendo l’interesse per ogni cosa.

Al lavoro non riuscivo più a concentrarmi, così, senza una real motivation, they have done?

I've been fired!

Last week, the ugly mugs arrived with a van to take away the furniture.

blaterale They kept the thing going on for years.

And the bank manager? With a threatening phone call, gave me an ultimatum.

What's going on? They try to steal the house?

You are no longer here with me, is gone. I feel more alone than before.

I knocked on the door of relatives and friends for help, I have refused.

Vipers! They continue to say that they have had enough.

Everyone thinks only of himself.

I woke up.

I can not understand where I am.

I can hardly move, to breathe.

Some people, not far from me, rumored.

tell a sordid history of money.

kept telling me that I needed help.

Perhaps I asked the wrong people.

not pensavo che un incubo potesse sembrare tanto vero.

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C'è un mondo sommerso, che tanti ignorano e che alcuni invece conoscono benissimo.

Il "gioco" può creare una dipendenza psichica uguale a quelle causate da droghe o alcol.